Initiation

"911!! What's your emergency?" I had never had to call 911 before that night, and to be honest - I wasn't even sure if I should... Allow me to rewind. On the date of 7/11/2025, I had decided the week before that I wanted to give this day a new and meaningful identity. This date already holds significance, but I wanted to add to it. It's the date of my wedding anniversary. I still celebrate even though I am divorced. It's a cherished memory that I hold onto regardless of what is now. I had thought a lot about when to begin a new venture! A venture that would require vulnerability and strength to live in my authenticity. Most recently, I have been focused on my purpose and the impact that I desire to make. I had chosen 7/11/2025 to be the date that I move into the zone of discomfort and growth with confidence! I chose this date because I wanted to give it an additional favorable identity. I was met with affiramtion on this decision when I had realized that this date happened to occur during the same time as what was referred to as a "buck moon!" The symbolism was new beginnings and big changes. I know, most of the time that is the case, but it resonated and added inspiration! It was part of my permission slip to act on the impulse to fulfill a desire! I had also realized that this year was my 11th wedding anniversary! (Despite no longer being married, it is still my wedding anniversary date!) Once the number 11 came to my attention, I felt even more like it was time to shed the version of myself that I had been accepting. It's time elevate! I was "scared" for a week or so when I thought about finally taking this leap into the unknown. I had thought about doing this for years! I knew that I was experiencing some mild resistance because I was doing something new that would require an improved and purposeful mindset. It would require focusing on my motive and not focusing on what anyone would think! I already knew it would be easy for me to be my authentic self - as I am well practiced in being honest with me. I had to strip away limiting beliefs that created resistance and go with the flow! I also have/had to release any worries of how anyone else might feel as a result of my honesty. The messages will be delivered to those meant to receive them! It was time to expand!!! I woke up on 7/11 filled with inspiration! "Today's the day!!" I began as I intended. I spent my entire day being the version of my self that I desire to be! It was a productive and fulfilling day! Later in the day, I had dropped my babies off to their dad and proceeded to live in my romantic life loving bubble. I am complete! Filled with gratitude and awareness! Everything was/is beautiful! I took a ride, shared my thoughts on the platform I had leapt into and felt aligned! I saw 888, 999, and 777 everywhere that day! If you don't understand the symbolism of angelic synchronicty, seeing 888 is an ultimate affirmation - ESPECIALLY when it is appearing consistently! This trinity of 8's is symbolic of balance and alignment as well as financial abundance! 777 is pretty well known for luck. 999 is symbolic of releasing resistance and moving forward! The messages are everywhere when you're aware! These resonated deeply in me based on the circumstances of that day! My path was appearing beneath my feet. I was in such a beautiful state of alignment that I decided to stop at a place I had never been before! It looked like a peaceful place to just BE! After all, we are beings and that's what we're supposed to do - Be!!! I spent a few hours frolicking in this new place. I stayed barefoot and grounded. I watched a crane. I listened to frogs, birds and crickets! I inhaled the scent of grass and leaves. I swung on a swing and jumped off of it like I did when I was a kid.. I walked into the woods barefoot and squished mud between my toes while I thanked the trees for protecting me during my visit there! It was a most romantic evening spent in complete connection without distraction. I felt like I was glowing gratitude! I finally decided it was time to leave, so I hopped in my very reliable SUV and felt even more grateful that I had this clean, new, dependable vehicle! I had just reorganized the trunk, vacuumed it out and took it through a touchless car wash a few days before! It smelled like me! It felt like me!! I was basking in every detail! The ride back was calm, slow and breezy. The windows were down and my soft dreamy celtic music was on low so I could hear the birds and crickets sing as I made my way back to my bed. It was only around 8:30pm when I began my ride back. Ugh! It was a gorgeous evening! I was no more than 5 miles from my destination when I was literally blindsided! It was at 8:50p, I heard a loud shatter and heard something begin to drag on my car! I looked out my window to realize a very large deer sliding along side my car while I was slowing down. My first thought, "OMG NO!! That poor deer, I'm so sorry. How? I'm so sorry." I started crying. The way the deer was sliding after the impact from running into my car, I knew it had to be in pain. I was broken. My follow up thought, "Wow. This is extremely inconvenient! WHAT am I going to do!?" I parked on the side of the road, put my hazard lights on and looked at the deer.. Crying a little more, I got out of my car to check the damage.. "Shit. I can't drive this. What do I do? How do I search the police phone number? I don't know what to do! I don't know who to call! I have no one. I need an adult!" (More crying..) I was on a fairly dangerous bend. The deer had clearly been spooked and hauling fast through the yard to my left to get across the street to the open field on my right! It lay suffering on the opposite side of the road that I pulled off to get out of the way as much as I could. (More crying..) "Okay, I guess I'm calling 911." I stood there trying to understand HOW this could happen!! I had the most amazing day! I was so absolutely aligned! WHY did this just happen? WHAT was the purpose of this! After the officer arrived, he spoke to me briefly, but instucted me to put my window up so he could go "take care of the deer," before he came back to get more information.. I heard his gun release. (More crying.) Fast forward because I'm tired of crying! I "called" for an Uber and messaged them about the situation so they knew what to expect before they reached the area! The uber arrived in perfect timing with the tow truck! The officer called the tow company that they use because they're always pretty quick. He was not wrong! When I spoke with the tow guy about my vehicle, I told him I would be by the followng day to figure things out! He said it wouldn't be a problem because the business was open on Saturdays from 10-2! Great! After the Uber dropped me off with all my things, I was still working through my thought process and talking myself into alignment - or at least as close as I could get! I messaged my job and a very good friend about the situation. Within 20 minutes, I was all set with an updated schedule and ride to work.. By the time I had figured out what was necessary and made my insurance claim, it was about midnight. Okay, 3 hours of talking myself down because the deer was no longer suffering, I was safe and physically unbroken, my car can be fixed and I will figure the rest out. Assuring myself that everything will be okay because everything always works out, I was doing fairly well! I actually slept okay. I dreamed a few dreams - one of me consoling a sad woman I didn't know.. Interesting.. The next morning, my alarm went off and I woke up with anxiety. It only took me about 15 minutes to redirect my focus back to gratitude! I spent the morning walking myself gently through my thoughts and being careful not to get caught up in wasting my energy on worrying! Thankfully, my friend picked me up and within minutes we were giggling about things and having a wonderful ride to work together! Gratitude became increasingly easier to acknowledge! From the moment of my accident until I had completely accepted everything is actually okay, I had spent maybe a total of 4 "awake" hours in a state of semi-resistance. I was completely aware of my thoughts the entire process of getting back to alignment! I knew I was successful when I saw 888 on our ride to work! To some, that may seem silly! However, when you develop keen awareness - these affirmations, (and warnings), are abundant and always in perfect timing! Without going into too much more detail, I had been able to figure out rides to and from work for the weekend - while my car was being held hostage by an immoral business man. Long story - still long, but I'll make this part short! The business owner of the garage that my car got towed to told me that I couldn't go get my car Saturday morning because he decided to close a few hours early and leave. He told me that I didnt have a choice but to leave my car there until Monday because he wasn't going back to the garage - despite the hours showing that he was open online! He then told me he would tow it to wherever I needed it to go on Monday! Yes, he forced me to keep it there. He took advantage of my situation to make more money on his lot fees! Then, he thought I would have my insurance pay him MORE to tow again!?? He acted like I shouldn't have a problem because the insurance pays for it! NOPE! I had a big problem with the way he conducted his business. Monday came and I had a different, reputable company go tow my car off his lot! The worst part is that the man wouldn't even make eye contact with me when I went there that Monday to speak with him! He knew what he did. This experience paired with the weekend put me in a space where I had no choice but to slow down, acknowledge and accept what was! I was in the midst of learning some valuable lessons. Once Monday came, solutions started flowing! Not because I was angry or worried! They flowed because I had been in a state of awareness with my emotions and steadily finding the better feeling thoughts! My car was towed to a better place and the claims were underway! My mother-in-law graciously offered her vehicle to me without me even asking! She actually offered it to me before she even knew what had happened! That was the biggest relief! I am so very grateful for my childrens Mema!! I don't know what happened when I purchased my new car, but apparently I did not opt in for rental reimbursement! I said yes to literally everything else, because it was brand new! Needless to say, I added that to my premium at 11pm after my accident! It's pointless this time around, but there's peace of mind in knowing that I have it! Throughout my very inconvenient weekend, I had develoved a collection of new experience! I learned about 4 lessons! I manifested wisdom! I will have the tools I need if another experience like this arises. I will be able to handle similar situations with more coherence in the future. I'm still not entirely sure how this all ties into my purpose, but I do believe that my best takeaway was maintaining balance and alignment! Being able to recognize all the favorable details of a difficult situation is underrated! My ability to focus is my salvation! This felt like a test in Mastery! I had spent my day in a new timeline and that was a threat to anything that feeds on low vibration! I created a distinct wave in reality. A quantum leap! This experience had the potential to put anyone into a state of low vibration, but IT DID NOT WORK ON ME! I have chosen to believe that this was a form of *initiation! I have made the choice not to fall into the trap of low vibration based on a troublesome occurrence! A trap most would have easily fallen into in this scenario! I have chosen not to walk around complaining about it. I also hold this perspective of two days before that accident, when I had been detailing my vehicle - I noticed damage on my hood from random pebbles or debris hitting my car from trucks on the highway! I distinctly remembered exactly when I heard them hit weeks before! I thought, "great, I wonder how much it will cost me to fix those booboos!!" I guess, in a sense, the universe found a way to take care of that! It's laughable now. Thank you, Universe! I also want to acknowledge that making a quantum leap, like I did that day, may have been the cause of such an abrupt release in momentum. Based on what I believe, we pick up momentum in our thoughts. This thought momentum creates patterns of thoughts as well as beliefs. I had completely released a semi-destructive pattern that day, but there was still momentum left and I believe it had to carry out one way or another the way it did! I hadn't gradually slowed my "train of thought," I had completely jammed the breaks on it and shifted timelines! In a sense, the deer crashing into my car was symbolic of my destructive thought pattern crashing! I have proven to myself that I am powerful and affirm that I create my reality no matter the circumstances once again! The incident could have transpired very differently or even more tragically, but it didn't! I am thankful for that!! I also acknowledge that I had an agreement with that being. I will surely do my best to make the most of the wisdom I attain! I appreciate you, deer friend. I am Gratitude! I am Balance! I am Joy! I am Trust!! I am everything that keeps me on my path to fulfill my purpose to the best of my ability!! We are all capable! Initiation verified!

I am! We are!!